Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Flaring Up.

"Are you sure you want to continue this?"

I asked myself this after I saw everything. EVERYTHING THAT IS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME ANGRY WITH HER! Why? Why should she act like that? This was her second offense. (Okay, actually I do not have any reasons to get angry, it's just that she's too dense to feel the anger/contempt/*insert negative emotion here* I have) First, I think she's purposely making me jealous over somebody and then now, she's trying to be CLOSE to that person I like! SH*T! Are you really trying to make things complicated between the two of us? Do you want to end up like (other) HER?

Okay, remember my previous blog, people? Ish, my friend, has now reached her peak! I can't control my anger now, unlike yesterday when I was still sharing what Erin feels about her. Then it so happened that I was a bit not-in-a-good-mood when the whole thing happened.

Yeah, it's too vague.

But what will you do if you were in my place? Will you still wait for what's going to happen next? Will you stay calm and let the shark eat all the fishes (friends) you are taking care of?

PLEASE. STOP ACTING LIKE THAT. IF WE WANT YOU TO BE OUR FRIEND, YOU DO NOT HAVE TO ACT AS IF YOU WERE ALL THIS AND ALL THAT. STOP BEING A social climber. STOP ACTING LIKE A pest. STOP BEING dense!

Or do I just act like I'm the one who is maltreated?
Gahd. Rationalization does much wonder than I thought it can.

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